random thoughts

1.
curiosity really did kill the cat. See I should really just learn to mind my own business. i was in my parents room looking at their bookshelf expecing to find a Stephen King book that i could enjoy. But no instead i found 365 sex positions.... and i wasn't the usually cowgirl or 69 positions either. There was various positions that utilizes home furnishing and office furniture that should only be attempted by professionals
2.
I sometimes wonder if everyone family is as fucked up... i mean complicated as mine. I feel like i can barely keep my head above all the bullshit, there is always an issue and there just not little ones either which makes it worst.
3.
Last Monday, I had to funeral and as if that wasn't enough it was also what would have been the 20 birthday of my friend had he not died our senior year. idk i am not over it yet,i don't think you ever get over something like that. I think about him a lot more than I ever admit to anyone and even now as i write this i am feeling a flood of emotions.
4.
what are the fucking chances that the friend that i didn't want to be roommates would end up on mt floor 3 doors down from me. I must have some fucked up karma, this semester is going to be a interesting one.
5.
I have been having some weird and intense dreams lately. Also i keep having dreams about the same three people one of them being MS.Ghetto Wannabe, wtf i dont understand why i keep dreaming about her.
6.
Its almost my 20 birthday and i really don't care actually forgot about it until someone reminded me.
7.
finally boys are stupid.