it's funny how when you finally get over someone,
you start seeing them in a whole new perspective.
it's like you're looking at them through the eyes of your best friend,
and you realize he's nothing special. he's just another ordinary boy.
my life seems to be filled with little boys and all there bullshit and i am done with it. I don't understand why you would say something to intentionally piss me off but its alight i am learning to let it roll of my back like water. If that wasn't enough Portugal calls me at 4 in the morning and the first thing out of his mouth was that i am a bitch,wow this must be god idea of a joke for the Haitian sensation and Portugal to both piss me off within a hour of each other. Portugal proceeded to tell that I am leading him on blah blah, that he doesn't understand why i won't be with him. Honestly my brain wasn't fully comprehending what he was saying and i was half convinced that i was dreaming this bullshit. That was until he like HS said something about daddy big dick and i can't describe the anger and frustration i felt rise up inside me. But it alright because sometime it takes the darkest of moments to bring things in the most clarity. My silence must of spoke volumes because he said 'sorry'. quick to hurt, quick to apology i replied and hung up the phone after that and stayed up thinking,ugh, my daddy was right along.
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