alone and lonely

The last couple of days i have been feeling very lonely, its a very unfamiliar feeling and i can't remember the last time i felt this alone. I general i prefer to be alone,
i have also been that girl who is always by herself and like it like that way, just the ability to get lost in my own thoughts and spend time with myself i have always valued. I have always been alone but rarely lonely,until now.

I think its because i am homesick. I wanna sleep in my bed, eat my mommy's food, bother the shit out of my little brother, and just be around my family were i feel most comfortable,most like myself, where i can be alone but not lonely.