I am slightly pissed at the moment and although a call to Portugal stopped me going Bomqueshia because lately there has been so much bullshit that ghetto ignorant part of my personality has been wanting to come out.
I have had enough words and no action
enough excuse that I could fill a book with your bullshit
I refuse to allow people in my life who do nothing with there meaningless words
I can't and I won't have my life suffocated with these people
actually let me stop the bullshit it not people so much as one person that i am done.
Now this has been said soooo many times before but i feel like a breaking point has been reached.
Either changes have to be made or I am walking away and walking away seem to be the road of least resistance and i am taking it.
Why spend some much time and energy on someone who has only shown their extraordinary ability to break your heart and disappoint you?
I am so over this bullshit and ready to put my love , energy and most importantly friendship into someone who can give me more than their fucking useless, meaningless emotionless fucking words.
Alright i am done ranting back to studying physics
There is a story behind this song but when Portugal sent me this video after my melt down I had to smile because it reminds me that there are people in my life who give me so much more than words, I mean this one action of sending me this video made me realize why i still have him in my life
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