Today is one of those days, gut -wrenching lay in bed because the day is fucked up days. I hate the world, why is the sun even shinning days. Lately I have been drowning in a sea a thoughts. I keep trying to remind myself of whats important. What I know to be true. but still i can't help but be suffocated by endless what ifs and trying to realization the past, the unchangeable. Its a kind of mental suicide and I fear i may be the next victim.
Earlier today I took out some of my frustration out on Portugal and it was totally uncalled for and it was one of the moments that shine so clear and I realized that I say hurtful things because thats i feel inside. I apologized and he sent me an email with a link to this video and lyrics. He wrote
your better than that. Today are the kind days that reminds you to appreciate the better days. Remember that its already tomorrow somewhere in the world and if we're lucky we get our chance at tomorrow but do what you can with today because that all we have.
video:
Can you feel it crush you? does it seem to bring the worst in you out?
There's no running away from these things that hold you down.
Do they complicate you because they make you feel like this?
Of all the colors that you've shined, this is surely not your best.
But you should know these colors that you're shining are,
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