I have been making a lot of changes with the people that i allow to be in my life and Friday night just solidified for me that there will be more people who i will not be around anymore. I feel that the internal changes i have been making need to be reflected in my external reality. As painfully as ending some relationships have been like the one with HS , i feel it has been the best thing and i hold no regrets. So i have been putting myself out there meeting new people. Doing something i never do by giving people the chance to get to know me and be in my life and it has been amazing. Especially boys and i have been having a lot of fun being single and for the first time feeling really unattached to anyone. I have some meet some interesting characters but there is one that is kind of ruining my plan.
So what can i say about him. I call him Atl because that where he is from although he's lived more places than i could imagine at his age. He is 26 which i find to be very sexy. I like that our life experiences have been so vastly different but still we have a lot of common ground. I like that his edges are rough but he is still incredibly sweet like when he told me one of his favorite movies was the notebook. He makes me feel so sexy. i love how he says he loves my body, the way his lips feel on my skin. I like waking up to him in the morning, the way that his body is wrapped around my body makes it hard for me to sleep when he's not there.
I think i am falling for him
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