25 Random Things about ME!!!!!!

Since I am spending my Saturday night sick in bed, I decided to write 25 random things about myself.

1. I hate the Disney channel.
2. I know how to swim but am afraid of the water but I would love to live by the ocean one day.
3. There are 2 openly gay people in my family.
4. I want to travel the world.
5. I hate when people asking me what are you or what are you mixed with.
6. I don't believe in god but i am not an atheist.
7. My older brother is one of my favorite people in the world and someone I admire greatly.
8.I have never been in love.
9. I have commitment issues that would make George Clooney look well adjusted.
10. I don't particular care to get married.ever.
11. I am a really good liar although I hate to lie and try to be honest.
12. I searching for what I am passionate about because I am convinced that is the secret to happiness.
13. i will probably become a vegetarian by the age of 25.
14. I am a forgiving person and don't see it as a flaw. The ability to let go is very freeing.
15.I think I am an extremely good judge of people character. Not in a judgmental way just matter of fact I am good at seeing passed the bullshit.
16. One of my favorite places to be kissed is on my stomach.
17. I get bored with sexual partners easily.
18. My mother once said she thinks I am going to end up with a white man.
19.I am a huge believer in karma. That you get out what you put out in the universe.
20. I like being alone.
21. I am extremely shy. Although most people would think otherwise.
22. I am not afraid of death its dying that scares me.
23. I worry about the type of people my younger brother and sister will turn out to be.
24. Addiciton runs deep in my family.
25. I have another blog.

WW #40

1.) If a natural disaster left thousands of people homeless, would you let a family of strangers stay in your house?
Yes, I would with out question.


2.) How often do you watch porn?
more than I think is normal for any well adjusted person.


3.) How many people have naked or semi-naked pictures of you?
only 1


4.) When having sex with someone, have you ever fantasized about someone else? If yes, explain why you were thinking of someone else during sex.

This happened last night actually. I was just thinking how much i prefer the other person and damn how flexible I've become


.) Is there ever an appropriate time to lie to someone and push yourself off as single when truthfully you're not?
NO


6.) Who is one person who has changed your life and how did they change things for you?
HS for all for his bullshit he has changed me mostly for the better.

For every piece of me that wants you
Another piece backs away

Musical Monday Musings(late as usual)

I had to do it. I had to make sure I was over him. I know when I tell Atl there is a good possibility that he won't want to be with me anymore but i needed to make sure I was ready. I am. No one else compares the whole time I was thinking how he is no you. I promise that was the last time.

Half Nekkid Thursday

Sometime less is more.
Dress I might wear for my b-day on Sat

TMI Tuesday #170

1. Have you ever dated/married purely for money?
No
2. What is your type?
I don't have a physical type but there are certain personality traits that are a must.
3. What is the best sex game you have ever played?
Marco Polo invited by moi . I will explain it later.
4. Have you ever given or received an orgasm from a person whose last name you did not know?
No
5. Have you ever masturbated in front of a sexual partner?
Yes, a number of time actually

I am an American and so very proud to be so.

Your worst enemy cannot harm you as much
as your own unguarded thoughts.

Which means i haven't been very good to myself lately.

TMI Tuesday #169 - Back to TMI (late as usual)

1. On a scale of 1-10, how satisfied are you with your sex life?
Right now its a 0 because I haven't had sex in weeks but in general its an 8.
2. If someone shoves you up against a wall while kissing you, your reaction is?
Depends on who the person is. Atl and I first kiss was like that when he pushed me against the wall in the elevator. Probably the best first kiss I have ever had.
3. What is the most romantic thing anyone has ever done or said to you?
Put roses and love letters in my locker.
4. Where is the most unusual place you have ever had sex?
Its not unusual per say but in the library
5. How do you liked to be kissed
good question. I am not really a fan of kissing

Musical Monday Musings

I would just like to share the five words that Atl said to me when we were having a heated conversation:

You are astonishingly emotionally underdeveloped.

Astonishingly, really?

I Hate........

olives

liars

weather under 70F

the thought of you with her

that i can't handle my chicken

i am few weeks from turning 21 and i feel like my body is falling a part
like now i pardon me while i puke

paz

Half Nekkid Thursday

maybe i am just a bad girl ;)

Musical Monday Musing (lates as ususal)

I happen to be a huge fan of spoken word poetry and HBO def jam poetry first introduced me to this exquisite art form. The reason i chose this one is because I feel like I am at this point in my life.

I will explain more later...

Gautama Siddharta

was a very wise man:

No one saves us but ourselves. No one can and no one may. We ourselves must walk the path.

It is better to conquer yourself than to win a thousand battles. Then the victory is yours. It cannot be taken from you, not by angels or by demons, heaven or hell.

The whole secret of existence is to have no fear. Never fear what will become of you, depend on no one. Only the moment you reject all help are you freed.

He who loves 50 people has 50 woes; he who loves no one has no woes.

Half Nekkid Thursday

As much as i love being naked, I haven't had any time to practice my love of cell phone photograph but since ATL been away i now have a surplus of photos to share as hnts,

This also the place on my body i plan on getting tattooed on in a couple of weeks.

paz, amor, y besos