I am sitting here at the library on the 14 floor, where i am supposed to be doing my work but i am not. Which isn't very surprising considering at this very moment i rather be drinking or fucking and would gladly take both or one or the other. But i have a few unorganized thoughts in my mind so some bullet points are in order. So hopefully i can start studying for my test and quiz that are manana.

• talk of love makes me physically ill.
• i kind of miss the boy... maybe just a little bit
• this weekend the boy is spending the weekend at my house while my parents are away. This should be interesting to say the least
• i miss my family but i know when i get home on friday that will all change
• its days like this that make me wish i liked to smoke and i am not talking about cigarettes.
• I am really not a fan of angry text messages. i mean honestly, really you would not say that ish to me in person or on the phone so don't get ignorant because your fingers got bold all of the sudden you think you can talk shit ,excuse me type shit. I think not.
• its my sister birthday on friday!
• all i ever want was a simple way to get over you
• its technically friday, right now
  
• i am a little drunk
• i am in here like bitch whats up