Musical Monday Musings

Some may accuse me of being as cold as stone and
rightfully do. But when i feel it, i feel it and i
am not afraid to say it.

musical Monday musings [late as usual]

Don't buy the promises because
there are no promises I keep

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At this point in my life i should know better but still i find myself falling into the same trap. All the warning signs are there but still i proceed blindly into the obvious. I truly do believe that everyone can change but i feel that most people cant or wont. I am not sure which it is for most but still i find myself hoping that the light of reason will get through the darkness of willful ignorance- its not. Some recent events and people have me absolutely convinced of this. I have decided that there is only one course of action to persevere my well being, sanity, and to keep my sense of self in a positive forward motion is to take a step back. I have to learn to but space between the people and myself and i am not talking physically. It doesn't mean that i stop loving or caring about them because its not the point and I can't. Its more of acknowledging what is. Understanding and accepting a person as they are not how you wish or hope them to be or grow into but as they are in the present. I have to put space between what is because that's the only way I can survive. I put my survival over any blood, familial, friendship bond any day.

Back!

how much have you missed me because i have missed you. I know i have been a bad blogger but i thats all over now because I am here. I have plenty of stories to share about my misadventures this summer.
till then
besos