update

I am at the library where I am supposed to be writing a paper but as you can see my post I am not. In fact I am going back to my dorm where I can do some brainstorming read a little and start my essay which is due at 10am tomorrow. Also I want to watch the hills at 10, yes I have my priorities straight. I just have a lot on my mind more than is race a social construct or not. I was thinking about how much has changed in the last four years I am a different person but somehow the same. It’s strange this whole growing up thing. Not just me but everyone I know has been transformed. I have so much I want to write about so many stories but so little time unless I am procrastinating like I am now. Le sigh….. I think I might have found someone who likes sex more than I do and I can’t even keep up can you believe it? But I do think this relationship is going to end up in a fiery mass of shit. A combination of things that are destined to explode sooner or later, I am just not sure which one it is. You know, I just feel him. I want to be able to fuck anyone I want which is why I broke up with my boyfriend and he is not into that at all. Which is alright for now but I know myself and that won’t last long. Even if I do like him and I do but that won’t stop me for long. Not to mention he get jealous way to easily and I flirt to much. That alone like smoking is a deal breaker. A little jealous I can understand it happens to the best of us even moi but it drives me crazy when someone is overly jealous. Alright I am out back to the bat cave to try to at least get an outline of my paper done then back to the library after the hills to write it.

Paz, amor, y besos