Maybe if at the end of the day
you have some one who cuts out cucumber
hearts to put in your salad
you have something worth
fighting for.

I am sitting at this bar in boston and all i want to do is go back home. You know how when u have bad feeling and that feeling seeps into reality. Either by ur own doing or some way else it finds it way into life. I was supposed to stay till sunday but my heart isnt in it so there is a 99.999% chance that i will be leaving.

Romeo thinks that the Haitian Sensation and I are to close.
That because I said loved him that I still have love for him,
that my heart can never be fully his.
So I tried to explain to him the innate difference of the love
I have for him and HS.
Like measuring the distance between heaven and earth.
The unknowing vastness of it doesn't make it any less real.
That there is comparison of the two of who has my heart solely.

I am a huge believer in honest. Most especially in romantic relationships but my god sometimes the price of honest is so high.

Tomorrow is my anniversary! Its the first one we are celebrating and actually get to be together for. I cant wait to wake up next to romeo(sappy i know but true nonetheless). We had a great weekend last weekend,which is a turn around from the beginning of our reltionship. Thursday till Sunday always ended in us in multiple fights. Now we have a better understanding of eachother and our nights end with us holding hands and talking for hours. I cant believe i have found one person who makes me feel settled. He stormed into my world. I wasn't looking for a boyfriend or more aptly a love like this. I thought i was going to continue to be my wild single self until i met him. It was th same for Romeo too and now we are entangled in a way i never want to end. I suppose its true what they say: that love is found when not looking.
pas,amor,y besos