Tomorrow is my anniversary! Its the first one we are celebrating and actually get to be together for. I cant wait to wake up next to romeo(sappy i know but true nonetheless). We had a great weekend last weekend,which is a turn around from the beginning of our reltionship. Thursday till Sunday always ended in us in multiple fights. Now we have a better understanding of eachother and our nights end with us holding hands and talking for hours. I cant believe i have found one person who makes me feel settled. He stormed into my world. I wasn't looking for a boyfriend or more aptly a love like this. I thought i was going to continue to be my wild single self until i met him. It was th same for Romeo too and now we are entangled in a way i never want to end. I suppose its true what they say: that love is found when not looking.
pas,amor,y besos
3 comments:
Happy Anniversary to you both. I'm happy for you dear and it's great to read such a wonderful love story like yours. It gives hope to those who are hopeless to find love. Love is not to look for, because time only knows when you will have your love. :)
thank you and i completely agree that love is not something you look for it comes when ready.
YOUr one of the few people who tried to get to know the real mean and i thank you
nv 9:52 pm
Yes that is correct i do deserve everything that happens to me, because every choice has a consequence
9:56 pm
Besides you I have nothing to be happy for. Good health psh I cant even go a week without something going wrong. A family, right, they put me down more then anyone else in the world. Money sike. Education, barley. Name and it has little or no value to my happyness. I dont evern wanna do the things I like anymore. I got White nights I stoped playing it because i dont like to fail and im stuck in a place where i dont know what to do
I fill all the void with things that im intrested in that why i take pride in gagits and elec things becuase that something i know and no one can take it away from me
other then that i have nothing
9:58 pm
i give people adive all day but im the one who really needs it
Ive never siad any of this to anyone
i dont need u to try to make me feel better
i just need to say it
10:00 pm
Im not perfect and never will be but when people point our all ur fults everyday it really take it tole on you.
10:01 pm
Im the nicest person to everyone i give everyone a chanve without judgement i never said no to anyone unless i really cant 10:02 pm
Sometimes im afraid to be with you beasue i dont wanna drag you down ur smart and going places but every step i take im scared but i never know if it going to be my last
10:03 pm
I put up with so much shit whne it comes to rose 10:03 pm
she thinks she know me but she doesnt know what what she say hurts me im big and have a tough look but i hurt just like the next person if not more. i think a lot A LOTT that why i like being with myself
10:05 pm
because in a weaird way im the only person who i feel undsersatnd me nothing against you i love talking to and and ive never opened liek this to anyone but i look at it as a way to save myself and everyone from myself 10:06 pm
today was one of the first time in a really long time i snaped at my mom becaseu in the past capule of days i cant thing of one time she didnt say something about how i need to change
10:06 pm
I cant stand it anymore i really cant
10:07 pm
No one can love me unitill I love myself i find it hard to belive that you love me as much as i do and it scares me because i dont want to let you down
10:10 pm
Yeah but why would i believe those things when i hear nothing about them, but everything else
Yeah its about time i start talkign about it because i dont wanna be alone anmore
thats why i have few good friends
10:12 pm
Lonai Ayesha
2 out of the 3 years i was out of umass
10:12 pm
thats sad right,440 firends on facebook can only talk to 3
10:13 pm
I cant evern talk to dany anymore
ive always been so mad about that
he was my best firend gowing up
10:14 pm
I miss him
10:14 pm
No never
10:15 pm
i not even gunna try
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