Difficult not to feel a little bit disappointed, and passed over....

Today goes down as one of the worst days of my 22 years of life and i feel more alone then ever. All I wanted was to talk to Romeo to have someone tell me that I can and will get through this but i have learned the hard way, once again to rely on myself. This is the second time in a handful of days that he has made me feel pushed aside and today was just soul crushing. I cant begin to explain that for the first time since I have known him and actually opened up about all the shit that has been going on in my life, he cant be there for me. Couldn't take ten fucking seconds to text me a simple: are you ok? I don't ask a lot of the people I love, I really don't but when i do I expect you to be there. There is a reason i don't let people in because they always end up disappointing you when you least expect it but need them the most. Haitian Sensation,Romeo same shit different relationship but the same crushing pain when you realize who the person really is is like nothing you have imagined. I am a forgiving person and after Romeo list of excuses why when i needed him most he couldn't be there, apology accepted but relationship over. This ia a scary time in my life and i have learned that you have to always stand alone and save yourself. I really did think that I could have relied on Romeo but I cant so I took my ring off and am preparing to do battle by myself-again.