End Of An Era

You should never blog when angry but I was never one for following the rules.
How many times have I been here before? All the evidence laid out in front of my eyes,screaming ringing in my ears but still i refuse to believe. I must be a glutton for this type of punishment. I will say that I do have a spot in my heart for HS always in my heart but not in my life anymore. At the moment I am at the borderline of hate. I hate him so much it burns me to think i care so much about this person. I don't ask much from people who I view as my friends but I guess I expect to much and receive to little from him to ever be in that category again. I really cant believe I wasted so much time and energy into him. My God, how stupid could I be? Really it makes me sad that it has come to this i really did think we could have been friends. But time has proven me wrong again.
If anything I mourned the loss of my illusion him a long time ago so this was just a slap of reality to remind me to let go of the ghost of the past. I realize my anger will dissipate within hours but the hurt is all that remains and no one has hurt me more than him. I am not even writing all the things I really feel, so much hurt. I am done.
But i do wish him only goods things lots of love and happiness for the present and the future.
Alright i feel better, tomorrow will be a good day.
Paz, amor, y besos