I feel very alone, the feeling is very overwhelming. I can hear my heart pounding in my chest. Strangly enough it makes me feel acutely alive sometimes i forget. I dont know how to deal anymore,sad things is i am really am alone. No one to call when i feel so close to the edge one more breath and i might fall.

I feel like mu world is filled with half people. People who give half a damn, who know you half way, who try half as much as you try, love you half as much as you do them. I already feel completly alone what the difference if I actually am.
There isnt.