how to love

This is now my personal theme song when it comes to dating. I have been on lots of dates but I have just been bored. I like meeting new people but you realize how little depth most people have. after having my heartbroken i am very wary but open. i just want someone who is interesting and not just interested in fucking me.

Every day I love you less and less but still i cant let it go. I don't know how someone can go from meaning everything to meaning nothing. time changes so much but I thought that love was supposed to endear if not love than what else in this world could possibly survive. i regret so much. i could have saved myself so much unnecessary pain if i had left months ago. Now the hole I have to climb out of is just deeper and more steep than before. ifeel like i am being buried in an avalanche of emotion