Every day I love you less and less but still i cant let it go. I don't know how someone can go from meaning everything to meaning nothing. time changes so much but I thought that love was supposed to endear if not love than what else in this world could possibly survive. i regret so much. i could have saved myself so much unnecessary pain if i had left months ago. Now the hole I have to climb out of is just deeper and more steep than before. ifeel like i am being buried in an avalanche of emotion